Saving Our Children from the Modern “Music” Industry


In 1985, Tipper Gore (Al’s wife) and a few other “Washington wives” (as they were called) started the Parents Music Resource center (PMRC), a committee with the stated goal of increasing parental control over the access of children to music deemed to be violent, or encourage drug use or promiscuous sex via labeling albums with Parental Advisory stickers. There are stickers on such CD’s now so it appears their efforts were successful. John Denver speaks here (at the YouTube link below) on the dangers of censorship in a free society.

I agree with John’s views against censorship, but can’t help wondering if his opinions would have softened at all in light of the continually descending depravity level of lyrics in death metal and gangster rap. Having an overseeing body decide what is art, or what is acceptable language, is unthinkable in a free society, of course, but the fact that anybody got upset about the word “high” in Rocky Mountain High is in itself a statement about how much lower standards have become. Such a comparatively benign lyric wouldn’t even be noticed today because it would be buried under the avalanche of depraved, violent, misogynistic lyrics that are not only tolerated now, but are celebrated at the Grammy awards. (Personally, I stopped watching the Grammy’s years ago.)

In the sixties, there was a saying, “You’re either part of the solution or part of the problem.” I was going to post lists of the most violent rap and death metal lyrics here to illustrate my point, but couldn’t do it because I don’t want to circulate the names of people who are part of the problem in this world.

John makes the point that hiding something only makes it more interesting, particularly to children. However, by that same logic, putting “explicit lyrics” warning stickers on CD’s not only doesn’t prevent children from listening to them, it makes it more interesting to them.

I don’t know what the cure is (other than censorship), but I do have a deep contempt for “musicians” who make fortunes tapping into the unfocused anger common to confused young people, and sing about the desperation of life in the inner city in songs they wrote by the pool of their hilltop mansions. I have contempt for the lack of regard they have for their own people as they fan the flames of their hatred instead of trying to cure it, and encourage them to ruin their lives with uncontrolled rage (the only emotion available to “real men”) and the desire for vengeance for even the slightest verbal insults. They ruin lives and get money, statues and praise for it.

When I was a teenager, The Stray Cats sang a song called Rock This Town. One of the lyrics was, “Look at me once, look at me twice, look at me again and there’s gonna be a fight.” I’m ashamed to say that out of my own weakness and fear, I fantasized about being a “tough guy” and even wasted years in karate schools getting black belts. I say “wasted” because now I know that a person can learn how to defend him/herself very well in two months, not the twenty years many dojo owners want their students to think it requires (for the sake of keeping tuitions coming in.) I mention this only because I regret the time I lost trying to be “manly” – and my mistaken definition of manliness came largely from watching idiotic movies and listening to idiotic songs when I was young and easily influenced by them. Songs with lyrics that were unhealthy, but nothing compared to the lyrics kids hear today. Of course, my parents were basically good but dropped the ball in many ways, too. They only had the tools their parents gave them to work with. I have more tools now. My kids will have even more than I do, I hope. And as John says, that’s where molding the young begins.

This is a sensitive issue to me because I had a brother (my only sibling) who listened to “bands” like Cannibal Corpse. (If you’ve never heard of this lovely “musical group”, don’t look it up unless you want to be disgusted and horrified. Even the titles are hellish.) I tried to tell him that he was poisoning his mind but he just laughed. He spent eight years in jail and died of a drug overdose when he was 37 years old. His choice of music wasn’t the only reason for his tragic life and death, of course, but it certainly didn’t help. Doctors should prescribe artists to people the same way they prescribe drugs. i.e., “Listen to every John Denver CD and call me in two weeks.” Maybe the kids can be rescued from the music that further imprisons them by the music that can set them free, from artists like John Denver, David Wilcox (the American one), James Taylor, Tracy Chapman, Marc Cohn, Don McLean, et al.

Since we can’t depend on every artist in the world, or every parent, to be enlightened and responsible, what is the cure? I’m afraid we must mark this disease “incurable” and watch our country continue to deteriorate from its effects as a result.

My Toddler’s First Fib – And It Is a Doozy!

My 19 month-old daughter has not only started fibbing but fibbing in the biggest way possible – blaming Mickey Mouse for damage she intentionally caused. She has a little hobby when she can’t sleep of picking the leather veneer off the backboard of the bed. Below is the video of her interrogation before being taken downtown and booked for vandalism.

UPDATE: Turns out she was telling the truth! Mickey Mouse confessed, has taken a few of the seven dwarves hostage, and barricaded himself inside the whale on the Pinocchio ride at Disneyland. Fortunately, he is unable to fire a weapon because of the giant, white gloves he wears, so his only defense against the SWAT team is to throw lollipops. One officer was struck in the neck by one of those giant ones they sell at the gift shop, causing a small welt. I will keep you posted as the situation develops. I feel terrible for not believing my toddler, but who would have guessed? Mickey Mouse, a common criminal!

Upon further research, I learned that Mickey Mouse actually has a rap sheet as long as the monorail. Here are a few of his past mugshots –




Months and Seasons (a poem for children)


I was driving with my four year-old today and seeing if she could remember the names of the months and the order they came in. She did pretty well (with a little hinting at first letter sounds.) Then I asked her if she remembered the names and order of the seasons. She missed a few so I thought about how I could help her remember them easier. As usual, I wrote a poem. I read it to her tonight at bedtime and she seemed to enjoy it. Feel free to share it with your little ones! 🙂

Months and Seasons

In January, the year begins
and the air is crisp and cold
Winter’s snowy beard is long
and he’s starting to get old.

In February, it’s not so chilly
but Old Man Winter still holds on
for he knows the spring is coming
and when it does, he will be gone.

In March, the first signs of spring
Come with a whisper, not a shout.
Green buds begin to peek to see
if it’s safe to come back out.

In April, bright sun showers come.
The air is full of spring’s perfume
as bees and birds and butterflies
soar and glide from bloom to bloom.

In May, the sun shines brighter
on all the children as they play.
After months of cold, the flowers
Put on an exuberant display.

In June, the sun grows anxious
for its days of glory to begin.
Spring is summer’s closest friend
so we see each, and they both win.

In July, the sun is beating down.
Every creature seeks the shade,
dreaming of cooler winter months
and the flowers spring had made.

In August, the sun starts to wane.
It’s fury once again is spent.
The autumn comes to give it rest
and asks it kindly to relent.

In September, cool winds blow again
as if to warn of winter’s chill.
Days are filled with schoolyard fun
and nights are long and still.

In October, the sun is all but gone.
Leaves that were green begin to fade
to brown and yellow, red and gold.
And in dying, beauty’s made.

In November, the trees prepare
for the long, cold months ahead.
Only the heartiest flowers grow
and the trees’ leaves all are shed.

In December, the other seasons
are covered over when it snows
but winter has beauty all its own
as the year comes to a close.

So that’s the story of the months
and the seasons we love to see,
each glorious in their own ways,
each full of grace and majesty.

Mark Rickerby (c) 2015

Warning Signs of Predators for Parents


I would love to do nothing but write about the cute things my children do and say, but the sad reality is we need to protect our kids from evil, perverted people in this world, so information like the articles below can’t be shared often enough. It seems to be all over the news these days. I was just reading this morning that Jared the Subway spokesman is up on child porn charges and plans to plead guilty. And most of us have watched To Catch a Predator and been horrified about how common it is for grown men to solicit sex from kids online.

Aside from news stories, we all know someone personally who was molested, right? I know I do. So whatever we can do to prevent it from happening to our children or the children of others is a worthwhile use of our time.

The question in the article below that connected most with me was “Does a family friend always insist on “hugging, touching, kissing, tickling, wrestling with or holding a child, even when the child does not want this physical contact or attention?” 

That’s a tough one. My parents had friends who were always hugging and kissing me, and none of them ever molested me. So how does a parent separate a warm, affectionate person from a perverted child molester? My wife and I err on the side of caution. Any friends who are excessively physical with our kids, even if they don’t show any signs of not wanting physical attention, never get anywhere near our kids again. And we never leave our children alone with anyone. Why take the chance? I may not cut these friends out of my life, just in case I’m wrong about them. I don’t want to accuse someone wrongly if they’re just nice, lonely people who love kids. They may see me again socially, but they’ll never see my kids again. 

I had a lifelong friend who came by one day and, within moments of being introduced to my new baby daughter, started whispering some kind of high-speed chant in her ear while she sat in his lap. It was like one of those soundtracks you hear in demonic horror movies when someone is about to get killed. I only saw this friend about once a year because we live in different countries so I had no idea what he was into. For all I knew, he could have become a Satanist or Voodoo witch doctor since last time I saw him and was putting some kind of ancient whammy on her. So I told him whatever he was doing looked creepy and weird and to knock it off. He said he was whispering to soothe the baby, but the baby was already happy and calm. Weird. He got ticked off and we haven’t spoken since. Whatever. Good riddance. I don’t think he was a molester, just weird, but again, I’m not taking any chances with my kids. I only have one chance to get this right. If any of my friends, especially friends who don’t have kids of their own, (like the excessive hugger and the curse chanter) don’t understand that, as Powers Boothe said in Tombstone, “Well . . . bye.” I’d rather have less friends I can trust than a bunch that are insensitive to my (or any parent’s) concerns. I don’t need company that badly.

I’ve always been shocked by how common child molestation is. Here’s some information from

Child Sexual Abuse Statistics

The prevalence of child sexual abuse is difficult to determine because it is often not reported; experts agree that the incidence is far greater than what is reported to authorities. CSA is also not uniformly defined, so statistics may vary. Statistics below represent some of the research done on child sexual abuse.

  • 1 in 5 girls and 1 in 20 boys is a victim of child sexual abuse;
  • Self-report studies show that 20% of adult females and 5-10% of adult males recall a childhood sexual assault or sexual abuse incident;
  • During a one-year period in the U.S., 16% of youth ages 14 to 17 had been sexually victimized;
  • Over the course of their lifetime, 28% of U.S. youth ages 14 to 17 had been sexually victimized;
  • Children are most vulnerable to CSA between the ages of 7 and 13.

According to a 2003 National Institute of Justice report, 3 out of 4 adolescents who have been sexually assaulted were victimized by someone they knew well.

A Bureau of Justice Statistics report shows 1.6 % (sixteen out of one thousand) of children between the ages of 12-17 were victims of rape/sexual assault.

A study conducted in 1986 found that 63% of women who had suffered sexual abuse by a family member also reported a rape or attempted rape after the age of 14. Recent studies in 2000, 2002, and 2005 have all concluded similar results.

Children who had an experience of rape or attempted rape in their adolescent years were 13.7 times more likely to experience rape or attempted rape in their first year of college.

A child who is the victim of prolonged sexual abuse usually develops low self-esteem, a feeling of worthlessness and an abnormal or distorted view of sex. The child may become withdrawn and mistrustful of adults, and can become suicidal.

Children who do not live with both parents as well as children living in homes marked by parental discord, divorce, or domestic violence, have a higher risk of being sexually abused.

In the vast majority of cases where there is credible evidence that a child has been penetrated, only between 5 and 15% of those children will have genital injuries consistent with sexual abuse.

Child sexual abuse is not solely restricted to physical contact; such abuse could include non contact abuse, such as exposure, voyeurism, and child pornography.

Compared to those with no history of sexual abuse, young males who were sexually abused were five times more likely to cause teen pregnancy, three times more likely to have multiple sexual partners and two times more likely to have unprotected sex, according to the study published online and in the June print issue of the Journal of Adolescent Health.

Below is the article referenced above by Jennifer O’Neill, a writer for Yahoo Parenting. 

How can you tell if someone has ulterior motives for wanting to get closer to your child? An expert identifies three red flags you want to watch out for.

News about sexual offenders is dominating the headlines — most recently about Subway pitchman Jared Fogle, who is reportedly planning to plead guilty to child porn charges and crossing state lines to pay for sex with minors, and admitted teen molester Josh Duggar. 

But parents who assume their child could never be a victim should know that the reality is nine out of 10 children who are sexually abused are victimized by someone they know — including relatives, family friends, clergy, teachers, and babysitters, according to the National Children’s Advocacy Center (NCAC). 

“The offender usually uses coercion and manipulation, not physical force, to engage the child,” reports the American Academy of Pediatrics in a sexual abuse prevention tip sheet for parents. Deborah Callins, prevention director at the NCAC, tells Yahoo Parenting, “They take advantage of a child’s natural curiosity.” So how can mothers and fathers identify the close people most likely to have ulterior motives, or who might want to take advantage of your child? Here are a few simple ways to see the red flags that are often right in front of you: 

Take cues from your kids.
“Parents can protect their children by being better listeners,” she says. “Are they hearing what their child is actually meaning? If a child states he or she doesn’t want to spend time with a particular person, the parents may assume their child thinks the person is boring. But the real message the child might be trying to send is that the person makes him or her feel uncomfortable.” So stop a moment and try to really get to the heart of the matter before you insist that little Madison drive to the park with Uncle Jim to play on the swings if she’s dragging her feet. “Your children could be sending you little hints,” explains Callins. “You need to dig a little for more information.” 

Consider whether someone seems to be ‘testing’ your child’s ability to protect himself. 
Does a family friend always insist on “hugging, touching, kissing, tickling, wrestling with or holding a child, even when the child does not want this physical contact or attention?” asks sexual abuse prevention organization Stop It Now! in its resource sheet, Behaviors to Watch Out for When Adults are With Children. Such seemingly innocuous behaviors indicate that the adult is ignoring a child’s social, emotional and physical boundaries — and that’s a big red flag. 

Take note if a person is sexually suggestive around your kid.

If someone always tends to point out sexual images, or tells dirty or suggestive jokes in the presence of kids, take heed, suggests Stop It Now! That goes for comments about a child’s “developing body” or a teen’s dating details, too. “It may be nothing, or it may be a warning signal that the person is grooming your child,” explains Callins. He or she may be trying to figure out how curious your child is about sex, how much they know about it, and whether they may be willing to participate in it. “Perhaps the parent doesn’t even realize that it’s an issue — ‘Oh, that’s just how my cousin is,’ or ‘That’s just how he talks,’” she says. “But it could also be a test.” 

Callins advises removing your child from such a situation if it makes you or your kid uncomfortable, and then talking about it separately afterward with both the person and your child. “That way, it’s out in the air,” she says. And that way there’s no question about your boundaries — and whether you’ll be aware if somebody tries to cross them.

Link to story –

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What Did the Baby Just Say?


Can some explain this mystery? When I accidentally say a sentence containing a word I don’t want my 18 month-old daughter to know or use, why does she always notice that word the most? For instance . . .

Example 1:
Mommy: “Hi, honey. How was your day?”
Daddy: “Great until some dummy almost killed me on the freeway.”
Daughter: “Dummy. Ha ha.”

Example 2:
Mommy: “The contractor won’t finish the work until he gets another thousand dollars.”
Daddy: “What? That turkey said his price was final.”
Daughter: “Turkey. Ha ha.”

Then, of course, I get “the look” from my wife. (Also known as the Stink Eye.)

I already gave up the most satisfying bad words when my first daughter was born 4 1/2 years ago. I’m not sure if I can live without less satisfying ones like dummy and turkey.

I think I’ll just stop talking. My wife won’t mind.

What’s Going On With the Afterlife?


Three bizarre, possibly supernatural experiences happened to me recently. What do you think? My imagination or . . . something else?

Event #1.

I was painting the inside of the house and my wife and daughters spent the night elsewhere so they wouldn’t have to breathe fumes. I was doing some touch-up’s at about three in the morning and listening to a YouTube playlist of top songs of 1932 and 1933. I was doing this because that morning, I had bought two Glendale High School yearbooks from the same years, both of which were owned by the same person. He was the Student Body President of the school so both yearbooks were loaded with comments from his fellow students and a few teachers, wishing him well and predicting great success in his future. I had read most of the comments and felt like I knew him. I even talked to him a little. I apologized that his grandchildren sold me his yearbooks, but promised I would take good care of them. (I know. I couldn’t believe they would sell them, either. I mean, how much room does a couple of yearbooks take up? It’s not like they were couches. Maybe there was some bad blood between them and their grandpa, or maybe they were just ungrateful, little twits.)

Of course, the knowledge that he was either very, very old (approximately 98) or very dead tugged at my heart. To simultaneously see him so young and vibrant with his whole life ahead of him, and know that his life had already passed, along with the lives of all his classmates who wrote such energetic, hopeful, happy comments in his yearbook, stirred strange feelings in me. Awareness of my own mortality, of course, but more than that. The age-old existential angst of knowing that everything we do and are, or everything our children do and are, is passing away inexorably as it happens. That everything is temporary. Human life and the awareness of death we have been blessed or cursed with (depending on how you look at it) creates an ever-present bittersweetness that is, as someone put it, “like licking honey off a thorn.”

Anyway, on to the supernatural part – at about three a.m., while I was painting and listening to 1930’s songs, there were three solid knocks at the front door. My dog, who had been asleep, was startled and began to bark. I was less than ten feet from the door. Of course, I wondered who could be knocking my door at such a late hour. I looked through the window and there was nobody there. I looked around the yard but nobody was walking away. I opened the door and walked to the alley next to my house. Nobody. I stood at the curb and looked into every car on the street. Empty.

Who knocked at my door? Was it the owner of the yearbook? Was he standing on my doorstep, waving his arms, hoping I would see him? Did he somehow get the news that someone had spent a few hours reading his yearbook, and playing the songs he loved as a teenager? My friends know I’m married with children, and there aren’t many delinquents in our neighborhood, so it couldn’t have been someone playing “Ding Dong Ditch.” Besides, it was a weekday, not the usual night for kids to be wandering around playing tricks on people. Nobody knocked the door at 3 a.m. before or since that night. 

Event #2.

My father passed away in December of 2014. My brother died in 1997. My mother-in-law died in 2009. I often think about how much they would enjoy the silly things my 1 and 4 year-old daughters say and do. I talk to all of them, trying to share the little things I find joy in. I look at death the same way Henry Scott-Holland describes in his poem Death is Nothing At All. In fact, that poem has done more to shape my feelings about death than any other. A few of the lines are, “Laugh as we always laughed at the little jokes that we enjoyed together. Let my name be ever the household word that it always was. Let it be spoken without an effort, without the ghost of a shadow upon it.” 

I was in the back yard the other day with my girls. They have a regular parking lot of different kinds of cars, trikes, bikes, scooters and other conveyances back there. Most of them have horns and buttons that produce other sounds, but they never – and I mean never – go off without someone pressing them. My youngest daughter had just said a few words I hadn’t heard her say before. I said, “Hey, dad. Listen to that. Your granddaughter is talking up a storm.” Just then, a horn on the car closest to us started to honk, and honk, and honk. We all looked at each other, mystified. I asked, “Is that you, dad?” It honked once more for a few seconds, then stopped.

A wiring glitch? A dying battery? The horn still works so the battery seems fine. All I know is it never honked by itself before, and it hasn’t since.

Event #3.

There’s something mysterious about the number 1111. I see it way too often to be coincidental. Mainly on digital clocks, of course, but also on buildings and elsewhere. I imagine it’s my brother saying hello. In the master bedroom, I have a digital clock-radio that recently fell off the table and broke. We can’t set the clock anymore so it’s always three hours or so off. The clock still works but we can’t set the correct time.

Yesterday, I was working and saw on the baby monitor that my daughter was waking from her nap. I went into the room and saw that the broken clock-radio just happened to read 11:11. As usual, I smiled and thought, “Hi, Paul.” (My late brother’s name.)

Before I continue, I should mention that it’s impossible to hear in this room when my daughter is sleeping because we put that broken clock-radio on a station with static to block out sounds that would wake her up. I turned off the radio noise, went to the bed, and picked up my daughter. The first thing she said was, “Hi, Paul.” I was certain that I had not said it out loud. I was amazed and a little horrified. I said to her, “What did you say?” She said, in a very loving way, “Paaauuuul!” There is no explanation for this one other than a) she has met Paul somehow or b) she’s clairvoyant and read my mind when I entered the room.

So what’s going on with the afterlife? These events are frustrating because they hint at a visit but don’t confirm it. In the first two incidents (the knock at the door and the toy car horn), it almost seems as if they’re teasing me. Are the dead able to peek into our world, but not too much? 

I saw a ghost when I was a teenager one night when I was laying in bed. He was standing in my room, looking at a picture I had hung on the wall earlier that day, as if wondering what the new addition to the room was. He realized I could see him and looked at me. As soon as I realized it was a ghost, he began to fade and I couldn’t see him anymore. I realized that ghosts don’t disappear. We just lose the ability to see them, which causes them to, as the saying goes, “vanish before our eyes.” 

Whatever the answer is, it’s easy to see why so many people either want to be mediums, or believe in them. It seems like it should be easy to bridge this world and the other one, to find that mental or spiritual space where we can be with our lost loved ones again. We’re given hints, peeks, suggestions of the other world all the time, so why can’t we cross over easier? Why can’t the dead come into this one and sit down and talk with us? Maybe they can and our minds are too governed by what we expect to see. It’s one of the deepest desires of the human heart to see those we have lost again. Were the above experiences visitations, or just imagination fed by sorrow? 

On Becoming a Father and Husband, and Redefining “Adventure.”


I was talking with a friend recently about how much I miss traveling. I did a lot of it in my twenties when I was single. Nothing excited me more than waking up with a Euro-Rail ticket burning a hole in my pocket, pulling out a map, picking which ancient city I would see next, watching the European countryside whip by from the train window, arriving in the bustling train station, the launching pad for another day of adventure, and just walking, open to anything that might come along. Pure serendipity.

In response to my reveries about my free-wheeling, globe-hopping days, my friend, probably concerned that I was unhappy in my new roles of husband and father, said, “Mark, you’ve done the world traveler thing already. It’s time to do the daddy thing.” 

I married much later in life than most, and recently became the father of two girls. One of the reasons I waited so long was that I had the misfortune of witnessing a lot of loveless marriages and poor examples of parenting when I was growing up. So few were the positive examples of both, they had become the equivalent of prison in my mind. But walking around in foreign cities became less romantic and more lonely as the years passed. It became increasingly clear to me that God did not intend for us to spend our lives in solitary confinement, or as foundation-less gypsies. As Pearl S. Buck wrote, “The person who tries to live alone will not succeed as a human being. His heart withers if it does not answer another heart. His mind shrinks away if he hears only the echoes of his own thoughts and finds no other inspiration.”

So I got married and became a dad, and I’m loving every minute of it, but that old version of me still makes an appearance now and then, like that gag they did in the TV show Get Smart where the face of Maxwell’s fellow agent kept popping up in unexpected and impossible places – glove compartments, mailboxes, etc. Likewise, my old self shows up now and then as if to say, “I’m still heeeere! Thought you got rid of me, didn’t ya?” And when he does, the wind that used to turn me into a gypsy for months at a time blows through me again. To scratch the itch, I sometimes watch travel videos on the Internet, which make me even more frustrated.

While watching a movie set in the Greek islands one night, my eldest daughter, then two and a half years-old, climbed onto my lap, touched my face with her tiny hands, looked me in the eyes and said, “I ruv you, daddy.” Then she wrapped her arms around my neck and rested her head on my shoulder. I held her close and inhaled her honey-scented hair, and suddenly all those “far-away places with strange-sounding names” stopped calling so loudly. Even the old version of me, the one who keeps wanting to run from responsibility and be a carefree wanderer (also known as a “bum”) took a few steps back and bowed his head in reverent silence. Little girls can do that. The greatest strength is no match for their softness. Taoism in action.

And in that moment, I realized that my memory of all those travels was making diamonds of coals a bit. I remembered the emptiness and lack of real direction that drove me to those far-flung corners of the earth. Even when I lived on a Greek island, I knew I was on an island in more ways than one. I was hiding from the emptiness I felt at home. I needed God, true purpose, and family. Faith, not just the scattered remnants of religion murdered by logic. A real direction fueled by vision. Blood, not just friendship. My own people, who would stick with me, and I with them, through thick and thin.

The road will always call, and I’ll eventually answer again, but this time I won’t be alone. Marriage and fatherhood is not the end of adventure, it’s the beginning of the greatest one. I’m going to do this right. And how much grander traveling will be when I can show my daughters, with their unbridled sense of wonder and amazement, all the things I saw in my own turbulent youth. How much more amazing they will be to me to see them all again through their eyes, without all that emptiness traveling with me. How terribly heavy it was to carry. Now I will carry them instead, my beautiful bundles of love and light, as a transformed man with a new reason for living – perhaps the highest – to make my heart as pure, happy and loving as theirs are.

A response to this post from a friend who did it all differently. (Had three sons right out of high school.) 

“The truest and greatest adventure of my life was, and still is, being the father to three amazing men. Fatherhood is the fruition of all that I am. Seeing you with your daughters warms my ever-present memory and ever-present reality of what it means to be a father. I smile inside for you my friend, because I know what’s before you and the true wealth of life that is yours as you hold on to it with both hands and all your heart. Your feet are walking the road of adventures that in your mind you never knew were there. Truly the most rewarding, meaningful, and personal fulfillment of one’s life is being a parent and father! As I travel the world, breathing in the diversity of life’s experiences, I go as a fulfilled man, not lost or wondering, but knowing exactly who I am. In the light of that fulfilled maturity will be the soul of three young men, traveling with me, who have given to me the honor of being their father. I feel blessed the opportunity is before me; blessed that its richness and diversity come to me as a complete, mature man; blessed to see it in my completeness. Yes, “I did my time” as they say, but it is time I would gladly do over and over again.

We only get one pass at the seasons of life. Making each season count is the challenge before us. We embraced life differently, at different times, yet with the same zest my friend… Not better or worse, just differently. No journey is wrong or bad. Every quest brings to the traveler what they need to be full and complete. You are, as am I, on the quest that was made specifically for ourselves. Life holds no guarantee of safe travels or of fulfilled relationships that end in perfect bliss. Risk is always a part of every quest. To not venture out with both feet and all heart on any quest regardless is to cheat oneself of all there is to be realized.

I have a favorite quote that comes from the movie 180′ South – ‘The word adventure has gotten overused. To me, adventure is when everything goes wrong. That’s when the adventure starts.’ If it’s being trapped in a third world airport and realizing the eventual escape, or being the man your daughter needs, holding her broken heart at the loss of her first love. Things go wrong, my friend, and when they do, you find the truth of who you are. That is when the quest has done its work in you. I believe that you will find you are a greater man that you ever knew yourself to be. “Honey-scented hair” is but the tip of the greatest iceberg.

And yet one more before I head out for a hike (lol) from 180′ South – ‘When I put myself out there, I always return with something new. A friend once told me the best journeys answer questions that in the beginning, you didn’t even think to ask.’ You’re out there, my friend. Embrace!”